My Comfort Zone

The thing that comforts me the most is music.  I feel that it is the only thing that can comfort me.  It comforts me because it explains how I feel.  A handful of the music that I listen to has a soothing beat in the background.  Most of my comfort music actually are songs that are expressive with how the artist feel.  A song that represents this is 'Read All About It Part 3' by Emeli Sande.  Although some of the music is more aggressive, it calms me down because it is saying all that I want to say.  The song 'I Feel Alone' by Nat Wolff explains the aggressive yet expressive side of music that I am talking about.  This type of music helps me so that I know other people are going through what I am as well as them.  It helps me know that I am not alone.  I know that music will never give up on me.  I also know that it does not judge me on what I do.

Norae

Who is Norae?

That is something I can think about all day

She has a very strong heart

Even though it has been torn apart

She has been through a lot of pain

But she knows she still has a lot to gain

Happiness is her main goal

But she can't seem to find it in her soul

Through hell and back she has been fighting

Her anger is building up and her flames are igniting 

She is trying to hold it in

But now she is afraid that it might win

"It is not about how hard you can hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving"

That is something she will never stop doing

Although doing it is hard
She knows not to let down her guard

Going through life, she is almost there

The past is something she can not repair

Constantly moving trying to avoid all the wrong

Going through all this I can tell you that Norae is strong

Aliens

If I find out that everyone is an alien, everything will change.  My day tomorrow will start off with using the lavatory. If my family tries to talk to me I will ignore them. I will pack all of the things I need like my clothes, deodorant, lotion, etc.  I will run out of my house without saying anything to anyone. I will take my mothers keys to her car and leave without telling them.  Making sure I have enough money, I will go to Walmart for food. The types of food I will get are : tequila lime chicken wings, and ingredients for taco salad.  I will also buy brownies to bake for myself.  To go along with the brownies, I will buy ice-cream. These desserts will help me cope with this situation.  Then, I will go to the electronics section of Walmart and buy movies that are not on Netflix.  Afterwards, I will find an abandoned house.  This abandoned house will no longer be abandoned, I will call it my home.  No one will bother me and I will be by myself.  I will have no worries about anyone or anything; only myself.

Piñata

I am with all my friends. We are all chattering about the last victim that was beat to death.  They start to say I will be next but I do not believe them.  All of a sudden there is this little kid pulling on me.  The little kid says "This one mommy! I want this one!"  Then the mother of the child pulls me down from where I am.  I feel scared and I do not want to know where I am going, so I decide to act like I am dead.  I do not realize that I actually fall asleep. I wake up in their house surrounded with beautiful pink decorations that match what I am wearing. There is candy all over the table. I know it is my time.  They cut me open and start stuffing me with the candy.  Now that they are done they put me back together and hang me on a tree outside.  They start to beat me.  One by one, a child with blind folds around their eyes hit me with a bat.  Eventually, I break and all my candy falls to the green grass that was under me.